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Monday 26 September 2016

Smoke Rings

smoke rings... 
once blown winsomely into the night
mischievously... played at being sophisticated
excitedly... summoned your lips to mine 
as our butterfly-hearts 
flapped... frolicked...
rollicked... against our ribs
in a heady-fog 
of intoxicating 
first-love's...
deliciously... naive nectar 

oh, we beamed brightly then 
....beneath the stars
we shone...
a spectacular supernova
our jewelled eyes
too precious for words   
our hearts and heads
filled to the brim... 
spilling... romantic hopes and dreams
as we serenaded each other...
with mellifluous promises of love

later...
our toned... tuned tongues
seductively danced
emulated... curled...
silvered sleek-ribbons of smoke 
fluently...
into a bewitchingly fevered fluidity  
quenching our mind's carnal thirst 
with lust's juice of jeopardy  
as each other's taste... still lingered
opulently... in our mouths
  
now... the rings ridicule 
their emptiness... echoes
scorching holes in my mind
that only you... can fill
flaunting... wistfully before me
haunting hallucinations
of things...
which never came to pass 
putrid...stale smoke chokes... 
it strangles the memory of us 
tries to smothers the void... left by you 

© Debbie Razey 2016


Saturday 17 September 2016

Wounded

My self-spawned wound 
seeps...
it splinters
my fragile
fractured mind

Oozes...
vicious
poisonous thoughts
of razored remorse
violently...
into my veins

Skins my eyes
of precious memories
leaves behind
only...
the blood to congeal
in the shape of our demise

My eyelids...
tremble
as the moon
eclipses, gently, the sun
echoing loudly...
the absence of you

© Debbie Razey 2016 



The Marching Dead

It's not pride...
but sadness I see
Minds caged...
yearning to be free

Feeling alien...
even amongst their own
Guilt and shame...
self-loathing has sown

Bewildered...
by a world gone insane
Facades failing...
to disguise their pain

It's not pride...
but sadness I see
Minds caged...
yearning to be free

Feeling empty...
without a hand to hold 
Hearts sever...
as another family folds

Feather beds...
replaced by concrete floors
The Marching Dead...
lost souls displaced by war

It's not pride...
but sadness I see
Minds caged...
yearning to be free

No wounds visible...
damaged deep inside
Lives destroyed...
some parade, some hide

Wreaths are laid...
but not their ghosts 
Tears fought back...
drowned in drunken toasts
 
It's not pride...
there's only sadness I see
Minds caged...
by Combat P.T.S.D.

© Debbie Razey 2016


Thursday 15 September 2016

Yesterday

I always thought we'd have tomorrow
...but only then was ours to take

Today, we'll never be...

Return yesterday to me... please!

© Debbie Razey 2016 


Sunday 11 September 2016

September Sky

Fifteen years on and still the tall twin towers' shadows... 
they forebodingly linger 
Loom ominously and smoulder... 
etched in the mind's eye of everyone 

The skyline of Humanity's hope... 
bloodstained, forever sanguine 
Still weeps torrents of tears down dusty ashen, ghostly... 
shock-stricken faces
As we continue to choke and smother... 
engulfed by the foul stench of copious conspiracies and lies

Many ears still relentlessly ringing... 
within a cacophony of alarms, sirens and gut wrenching wailing 
Haunted... 
by the answerphone messages of lovers, sons, mothers... 
exchanging their final goodbyes

So let us all take a minute to be grateful for our lives, families, health...
our endless multitude of privileges 
As we remember, how the loved ones of others... 
pirouetted and rained
from that horrendous... sepia September... solemn sky.

© Debbie Razey 2016